The dark days of my chillhood

When I started to walk,

you started to walk far away.

where were you going?

I'm still waiting for you.

You came back to see me,

but nothing was the same.

You just stood there, in front of me,

like nothing was wrong.

And you looked into my eyes,

and I thought you'll stay with me forever,

but then you walked away, again and again.

You started my dark days when I was only a child.

And because of my innocence,

I believed in you. 

And because of my innocence,

I cried calling you, but you never turned around.

You lie to me in my face,

years and years thinking I was important!

but for you, for you,

I'm nothing, I'm just nothing.

And you looked into my eyes,

and I thought you'll stay with me forever,

but then you walk away, again and again.

You started my dark days when I was only a child.

Now I understand it all,

now I know it was not my fault.

But I still remember the dark days.